I haven't been on this site in a while and thought it was a good time to do an update. I find myself in a flatline after reaching success a year ago. My success is defined in my mind as achieving an erection during intercourse. I don't know where to go next, as hard as I try to abstain from masturbation without porn I always relapse. Maybe this is because my incentive isn't enough of a motive anymore. I always pushed myself to abstain so I could one day achieve an erection with a woman. I did that. That being said, its not all roses in the bed.
On this day in 1985 I formally became a "sannyasin" of Osho Rajneesh in Rajneeshpuram Oregon. I was among the last to do so on the "Ranch". That was thirty years ago! My time flies. I love celebrating this day.
"Arnold" aka Sw. alok ansula
If you happen to know someone living in the Okanagan valley of BC Canada, I would really appreciate passing news of this event (see below) on to them. It's a first for this valley and important to me that it be well attended.
Kelowna Cuddle Party
Looks like when it suns, it shines!
I am dublife I forgot that account password and email and I made this account about 2 years ago when i started a relationship with a girl i met recently back then witch was 16 and heavy porn user , also a bisexual.
I just felt the need to put this out there. Without telling a long story, simply put. I'm 33 years old and I'm a virgin. It's an embarrassing thing, but the truth is the truth. I'm not socially awkward at all and it's not that I haven't had opportunities or that I'm unattractive llooking either.
I have been struggling with the lack of safe non-sexual touch in my community and was expressing this at a local men’s group I attend (Women are very challenging for me (relatively unsafe) as I am recovering from the effects of childhood abuse). My Naturopath had suggested that expressing my needs in community was success in itself and so I was experimenting with this concept. Recently a fellow offered to do a Reiki/Quantum Touch healing trade with me and so we did! Relief!
Here's what he and his wife survived