I manage to stop masturbation completly and I feel good during this week.
Tonight I was with a girl, (first met), we kiss for a long time but didn't had sex tonight, she went back to her place. I feel excited. But now.. I have pain in my ball and in lower abdomen.. first time I had that.. it really hurts I think it's due to abstinence.. and huge excitation.
I will try to go with it tonight, hope it will pass.
Any of you have experimented same behavior ?