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Submitted by diamondsoul22 on
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i just began a three month accelerated course in computer languages a few days ago. I'm finding it so challenging. its brining up so much primitive emotion. it feels like I'm in a foreign land at times .

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Wow!

The learning curve must be incredibly steep at first. Good luck! I admire your ambition.

I take it you're tired of flying around, resisting the urge to pour hot tea in the laps of unruly passengers?

Let us know how you get on.

i wish i had something

i wish i had something positive to share, but i feel so hopeless and angry and alone and weak at times. Ive tried so much to change but im tired of walking down what seems like a never ending dark tunnel alone. I wish i new where to find the right support, the right love, the right work.

No. the coding school didn't

No. the coding school didn't work out.

I spent two years spending $165 a week for a 50 minute hour doing psychotherapy. I dont feel any happier about my life. I don't have the luxery of doing that any longer and quite frankly even if i could afford at this point, I wouldn't do it. I wish I had invested that money into a financial future for myself.

I know your just trying to help and i appreciate your suggestion. Im just feeling very stuck and theres probably not anything anyone can say right now thats really going to make a difference.

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