Spiritual "orgasms" during meditation

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Recently, I've had a very bizarre experience during meditation that I wanted to share. It all started with a pleasurable sensation in the groin that eventually took over my entire body but clearly emanating from my groin. This went on for a solid 1/2 hour, total pleasure, no ejaculation, no hard on, nothing but pleasurable sensations.

I've tried to understand what this is, and I've done the mindfulness thing of going into the sensation, and to my surprise, I've discovered that when i go into it, it just intensifies and intensifies to the point that I start getting full body orgasmic convulsions as heat is just erupting from by groin and enveloping my entire body. Again, no hard on, no ejaculation, no sexual images, nothing except sensation. It's amazing and intense. The best way to describe it is that I feel the exact same intense sensation in my penis that I feel during ejaculation orgasm, I mean exactly, except that it's 10 times as intense, and it sends my body into a series of full blown orgasmic convulsions, and can last up to a half hour at a time. And during the day, they happen at random times, I can be doing something, and boom, I am getting an orgasm, again, no erection, no images, no ejaculation.

Has anyone else experienced this? I feel fine afterwards, but this seems very intense right now and I am not used to getting orgasms all day long. I've refrained from masturbation and spending the energy that way, because I am trying to conserve.

Does anyone have good exercises to do to balance all this energy? I feel I could use more grounding and more of the other shakras. it would be nice if this didn't happen to me all day long. I am not used to feeling like I am running on 220V instead of 110V, but it does have nice benefits such as amazing energy levels and clarity.

Not ready for this

I don't have the means to contain this, it's too early in my practice. This feels far too alluring and addictive. I am basically having internal orgasms all day, it's just swelling up my prostate gland with more seminal fluid, and making it worse.

I've had something similar a long time ago, but then, it was combined with a feeling of bliss and groundedness, and not this compulsive feeling this has. To me, this feels far too much like more "my brain wants to get high on dopamine" thing.

I should add the fact that I did help this a little by the fact that I was following the instructions of Mantak Chia for cultivating sexual energy. I don't think this practice really works. it's my own fault for mixing this up with my meditation practice. The acupuncturist I see is one of Mantak Chia's followers, and he told me this is normal and part of being multi-orgasmic. I don't really enjoy this.

I found a few references online where people who did Kegel exercises ended up with these prostate generated multiple internal orgasms. This sucks - it's one of these "forks on the road" where i took a wrong turn.

I really don't like this craving, compulsive feeling. I am tired of this sexual stuff running my life, it's a waste of time. I am beginning to see more and more the sense of what you are talking about in your book, Marnia.

I could use some advice on how to get off this dopamine train, and have my life return to normal. I prefer my normal blissful meditation where I can experience whole body bliss with subtle sexual sensations that don't send my mind into this dopamine-orgasm craving.

I should add that the acupuncturist had me on some herbal mix for fertility, I think I will not take these anymore, because this surely must be part of what is going on.

Hi, what I say is not of mainstream but is quite acurate

Hi, what I say is not mainstream but does come with real experience. I am uncertain if you are aware of William Reik's work (uncertain if I spelled his surname correctly (a bad habit), but his work has a lot of relevance with what you are describing and so is Ida Rolf's and others'.
Our system becomes rewired through our life, and blocks are occuring. Taking in consideration also what stage of your life you are and what you are using, the release of these blocks, reunites the normal functioning and this that you describe is part and parcel of it. It is not a matter of blocking it, but
more of finding a coping mechanism and allowing it to take place! Letting go of the old/false associations your body made, displays itself as the convulsive movements you describe and the release of your blocked libido.
My 0.2 cents worth!

Sorry you're having a rough time.

Glad to hear you're getting off of the herbs. Some of them can really do a tap dance on the nervous system.

Can you find a way to "give" the energy to the world, maybe through massaging your sweetheart or some type of service? Traditionally, that has been found to be very good for balance.

Early on, I concluded that the "forcing" aspect of Chia's stuff wasn't so hot. How can you relax into a valley orgasm if you're always "doing" and "forcing" and "controlling??"

I'm not a fan of Reich, but I agree with Insightful that forcing yourself near the edge (which some of Chia's practices call for) and then "putting on the brakes" is probably not a good idea.

Karezza doesn't depend on that. It's more about relaxing into a shared state of happiness or bliss in an easy and natural way.

Keep us posted. Good luck.

Hey I have same thing

Hey man. I just came on your posting cause I was looking up same thing that happens to me. Exactly. However I notice when Im meditating, it feels as though the energy goes all over me and my head and body begin to sway in the energy. I actually really like the feeling. However, I do think it means that my lower chakra is maybe over active. I am very sexual in nature so that could be why. But I just take deep breaths and "bath" in the energy that is coming up and all around me.
Thanks for your posting. Its cool I am not the only one.
Charles

Welcome!

Meditation comes up here all the time, so it's great having your feedback. You're enabled to start a blog, too, if you'd find it convenient.

Also, if that's your real name, send me a PM and what you want it changed to. We want people to be able to contribute without fear that a friend would spot them.

Sex is Sacred

I once read a book that talked about the fact that sex was created as a reflection of the kind of intimacy our Creator wants with us. I have found this to be true in my life. But what was revealed to me lately was that man has taken Spirit out of sex and made it purely carnal. I am a Christian and I have had this type of experience in which I felt God's Spirit enter my body and cause me extreme pleasure. Psalm 16:11 states that at His right hand are pleasures forevermore. This could very well include physical pleasure. Also, the Garden of Eden also means the Garden of Pleasure so one could say we were created for pleasure. I have seen persons drunk in the Spirit so why not other forms of physical (or rather Spiritual) pleasure. Hope this helps.

what this really is

This thread is years old. Who knows if this will ever reach any of you original posters. I feel compelled however to offer a bit of enlightenment. Tantra was not mentioned yet, you have stumbled upon it. This is a very confusing thing I'm sure. You see, through meditation you begin to develop bodily awareness. There simply aren't enough people advanced enough to regularly meet one , which is really a shame and a result of technology. You are unlocking pathways in your body. What you essentially are is a multi being. There's many levels, but 3 always exist at waking consciousness for you. The mind, body, and soul/ observer/angel /God connecion. You are sum of a long series or patterns. Everything is a vibration, a cycle. Your perception controls these patterns, your perception is key. What you unlocked is a body sensation. There are many and you can control them all. The general purpose for doing so? Because you can. You're here simply to experience, nothing else matters. I have learned to control many senses, heighten them, control my perception of time to the point i feel semi immortal,. when you started to be born, you are not the soul of that sperm or your mothers egg. You are a later form, as you don't feel the lives of living sperm outside of you, do you? I've learned to. I canspit on something and taste it. I've gained synesthesia. I can see sound.. when you yawn, there's a mind feeling. Like warm waves that when intensified encompass you. Yawns are misunderstood, it's the mind trying to awaken its heightened self. Groups of people, yawns are contagious. I delved fully into this myself, seeking everything about myself. I can control my heartbeat, that's a scary one cuz i didn't know how to slow it down. I learned pain is a sensation of healing, i learned of phantom signals as i fully felt my hand move while my body didn't. I experience lucid dreams, a unity of multi consciousness. This is the experience of the God self, when for incredible reason and lack of "reasoning" an event occurs, which can happen in real life. When a mother lifts her car off a child, when psycho kinesis occurs, etc. it is the result of great fear or absolute intention. My advice to you is embrace it. When i first learned to sneeze by will, i did it all the time, it feels good lol. Eventually, i got bored, then moved on to something else, though i can call on it any time and indulge. What you experienced is not dissimilar to wet dreams. You can ejaculate if you wanted to. I can get the feeling of sneezing without the sneeze. there are no limits to your control over your body. You are God. Change your perception of the reality you experience, change the reality you experience, others will experience a shared reality, naturally self enhancing. Love, and do what thou wilt. Eating and sex, both had to happen for everything before you to exist. Every guy before you succeeded. Everything just wants to be felt. Even rocks have petrovolcaic energy, you can tune into any energy.. You are God, there is no shame in calling this forth, if it wasn't meant to happen, you couldn't do it. There is no right or wrong, only perception. Love life. I love you all.

what this really is

This thread is years old. Who knows if this will ever reach any of you original posters. I feel compelled however to offer a bit of enlightenment. Tantra was not mentioned yet, you have stumbled upon it. This is a very confusing thing I'm sure. You see, through meditation you begin to develop bodily awareness. There simply aren't enough people advanced enough to regularly meet one , which is really a shame and a result of technology. You are unlocking pathways in your body. What you essentially are is a multi being. There's many levels, but 3 always exist at waking consciousness for you. The mind, body, and soul/ observer/angel /God connecion. You are sum of a long series or patterns. Everything is a vibration, a cycle. Your perception controls these patterns, your perception is key. What you unlocked is a body sensation. There are many and you can control them all. The general purpose for doing so? Because you can. You're here simply to experience, nothing else matters. I have learned to control many senses, heighten them, control my perception of time to the point i feel semi immortal,. when you started to be born, you are not the soul of that sperm or your mothers egg. You are a later form, as you don't feel the lives of living sperm outside of you, do you? I've learned to. I canspit on something and taste it. I've gained synesthesia. I can see sound.. when you yawn, there's a mind feeling. Like warm waves that when intensified encompass you. Yawns are misunderstood, it's the mind trying to awaken its heightened self. Groups of people, yawns are contagious. I delved fully into this myself, seeking everything about myself. I can control my heartbeat, that's a scary one cuz i didn't know how to slow it down. I learned pain is a sensation of healing, i learned of phantom signals as i fully felt my hand move while my body didn't. I experience lucid dreams, a unity of multi consciousness. This is the experience of the God self, when for incredible reason and lack of "reasoning" an event occurs, which can happen in real life. When a mother lifts her car off a child, when psycho kinesis occurs, etc. it is the result of great fear or absolute intention. My advice to you is embrace it. When i first learned to sneeze by will, i did it all the time, it feels good lol. Eventually, i got bored, then moved on to something else, though i can call on it any time and indulge. What you experienced is not dissimilar to wet dreams. You can ejaculate if you wanted to. I can get the feeling of sneezing without the sneeze. there are no limits to your control over your body. You are God. Change your perception of the reality you experience, change the reality you experience, others will experience a shared reality, naturally self enhancing. Love, and do what thou wilt. Eating and sex, both had to happen for everything before you to exist. Every guy before you succeeded. Everything just wants to be felt. Even rocks have petrovolcaic energy, you can tune into any energy.. You are God, there is no shame in calling this forth, if it wasn't meant to happen, you couldn't do it. There is no right or wrong, only perception. Love life. I love you all.