And just like that, I'm back into a full out, unforgiving flatline. After a couple of consecutive nights of sexual dreams (the first I've had in the reboot), I'm back to feeling down, cranky, and moody. My dick is lifeless, shrunken, and shriveled. My libido is non-existent.
And just when I thought things were starting to look up and the end of ED was near, I realize I've still probably got a long way to go. After all, I was heavy into PMO before I ever got a sexually active relationship. I should have expected 60 days would not cut it.
It's my fault. I felt that undeserved senior-itis coming on. I felt I was getting close to the end and started slacking and losing motivation. I peeked at P here and there. I was heading downhill fast, but I thought I still had a handle on things. Now I think I've probably regressed a ton. I just don't want to justify the MO now because of it.
At least now I've got some motivation back. Trying to shoot for 90 days and see how I feel then.