Well my friends, I am back after just over a year. I'm sorry I took a hiatus sometime in the middle of summer. At some point I basically thought, "well porn is here to stay" kind of like the iPhone. I thought that it was extreme to cut it out completely and that it, like anything, in moderation would be OK. I still somewhat think this.
But no matter my moderation, I keep heading towards more and more extreme porn. It's becoming worriesome and I don't feel good about myself after. And I don't want my head to be thinking negative thoughts in this time. A lot has happened since last year, and I have some very good energy about me now, after a long time of struggle, I am starting to get the hang of it, and feel a bit of peace and contentment.
So I've decided to not quite PMO, but just for the month of April and see what happens. As I recall, even when I vowed to quit PMO, the longest I think I ever went was like 3 weeks anyway. Anything beyond that was a bit of superhuman strain. Besides I think my past ED was caused by my incorrect and stressful way of experiencing intimate situations anyway.
So here goes! Will report back shortly. But just between us, I think this spring is gonna be a great spring and I'm gonna do just fine with the fine ladies I meet.