I've had a rough time recently, and it's been so long since I posted; I know I can't do it alone. I think that overall i feel better then I did over the past few years but I know that I still have room to grow. I've mostly blocked all the porn available but I masterbated twice today, once to porn for a few minutes. I spent a lot of time searching though. And I've seen/ searched for porn for the past few days. So tomarrow it's back to day 1.Hopefully this time ends better for me.