It's been a while since I last posted. I've made a lot of progress since then, i'd only watched porn like 4 times in the past 4 or 5ish weeks. Unfortunately 1 of those times was last night :/ after 15 days of porn. I did see some graphic pics though and accidentaly ejaculated (while looking at those pictures) once but I didn't watch porn that run through until last night. I hung out with this girl that I've been seeing last night :) and we made out for a bit before she had to go. I went home and sleept for a few hours. I woke up with some major cravings and ended up PMOing. Last night I had a few intense, violent dreams and this morning the chaser effect was pretty strong.
I've been seeing this girl (no clever nickname yet haha) for like 3ish weeks now. I want to tell her about my reboot and that I need some time to heal but anxious to do it and I don't want to tell her to soon. I've already told her that I've never had sex, and that I want to wait a bit, and she was fine with that. Also, When we hook up, I'm getting a lot of fluid leakage coming from Mr. Happy. I dunno if it's just a lot of pre-cum or if it's seman leakage or what, I'm just assuming that it'll go away when I get healthy again. I'd appreciate any advice on the subject.
I've got more to say but I've already wrote a lot. I add on a bit later today or tomarrow. Stay strong my Brother's!