Hi, 34 year old male here, using porn almost every day since age 12. I registered here earlier over a year ago, and read a bunch on the forums and around the web, realizing that I had porn addiction. The sex life in our marriage suffered from this. And our marriage suffered, as well from that we just had too different values and goals, opinions. And last but not least, she was not very understanding in general. I was so psyched and happy to find out about this addiction problem, and how wonderful things can be afterwards. I admitted it to her, and explained the whole thing. She didn't buy it. Said it was a stupid idea, and even was suspicious if I wanted 3 months off PMO because of a sexual disease or something. Well, we finally divorced two months ago. Feel so much better and relieved. It was overdue.
Now I will try again! I'm only 4 days in. Cancelled 3 sex dates I made online, the last one I couldn't maintain erection anyway. Now I will come back stronger than ever, and enjoy close real intimacy with girls, with emotions, arousal and erection intact! It will be hard, but I look forward to the rewards.
I just ask myself, everyone seem to have so radical changes, in emotions, confidence and everything.. Is it really so big difference for everyone, or are the less successful results deleted from the site or something?
And I really struggle with social anxiety. Even with friends and family sometimes. People seem to improve a lot there as well. I'm afraid to get my hopes too high.but it would be a tru blessing if it helped....
Thanks for reading