Day 2, already horny

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but manageable horny. So long as I don't visit any porn sites I'll be fine.

Woke up with the typical 65% semi (does this mean perhaps my recovery will be faster?). I also did kegels today. I want to be waking up with diamond-cutters, but these have been very rare my entire life.

For the most part all I'm wondering about is how long my recovery will take. The first time I fapped I was 13 and it happened completely by accident as I didn't even know it was going to happen; it was a surprise. It was to internet porn, but it was to pictures as this was in the ancient 56k days. I also lived in a very conservative country back then where much of the internet was blocked off and censored, so finding accessible internet porn sites was kind of difficult. I hated it then but looking back maybe it was a blessing in disguise.

Growing up I could easily fap to imagination/sensation, magazines like Vogue or Victoria's Secret and those old great movies every kid had hidden under the bed such as Basic Instinct, Striptease, Species, etc. Hopefully for these reasons, my 'porno wiring' might not be too tight. On the other hand, I bet I've jerked off far more than most of my friends have and over these last three years I did go a bit overboard with internet porno to say the least.

It's still far too early to report any differences apart from the mild-ish urge to fap, which is nothing my current willpower can't beat. It's the upcoming days where this will surely intensify that I'm a bit more worried about. My current record is day 7 where I found myself in absolute horny hell. I'm already bracing for it.