Softcore relapse

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Unfortunately chaser effect got me and I had a relapse with softcore in the TV last night. Today I decided to dump my stash of playboys fhm and maxims (more than 50 issues) and unfortunately it costed me 2 orgasms also. Though its great that I don't need hardcore porn anymore I'm worried, because I can dump magazines, but it will be harder to block TV. I'm moving to new place soon, so I'm considering moving without TV.

And now it's the Saturday night and I was set for a relapse, because I called two friends that I wanted to go out with and they staying home. Knowing that if I stayed I'd wank like crazy for sure to ease the resentment I decided to push little farther and called more people, and I'm getting my ass out, so I guess that will prevent me from masturbating and sorrow:). But it's not the first time taht s%$3 like that happen, I think that I kinda got into porn in highschool because my social life sucked. But now it's like 10 years since that, and I need to take responsibility for my life and develop a social circle I can rely on. Plus, I only have like one male friend, it's kinda unhealthy. Anyway, it's a day 0 for me, I feel alright so lets pray the night will be safe for me...

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You sounded

like you were about to boil over yesterday. Can you stop the train at the beginning? When the initial trigger happened? What would you say it was?