working through the fear

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Previouslz in chronicmasturbation...

Well, last week was prettz rough, I─ůve ended up at mz parents place on Saturday, and fapped 6 times to porn, and then 3 times on Sunday... Nightmare...

Current week... Monday - Tuesday were clean. I fapped on Wednesday and I had sex on Thursday night with I girl I know for a long time. We had sex just once, it was rather short, but my boner was just fine, no problems with rubber... The days that followed: I feel fine, just not horny, but it doesn't bother me, I'm accepting this...

Yesterday I was on a Wedding party, I felt fine and had fun with girls, but I didn't have the balls to dance with the one I really like from like six month... It's a pain...

Reflection: this sobriety thing is helpful, but it won't do the job instead of me. Certain anxiety towards some girls might prevail, and I must learn to work through this, instead of waiting for it to pass...

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