Can any admins help about this situation? All of my old blog posts and topics got deleted. I can't find them anywhere.
I was really able to function sexually with the help of NO P/M/O while my girlfriend was here. The sex was great. So your advices were all helpful and I'm really thankful for that! Needed to pop some Cialis from time to time but other than it was all good. Now she's back at budapest and as soon as she left I started masturbating again. This eventually led me to shemale porn again and yesterday night me and my friend picked up a shemale prositute from the street and had a terrible experience again. I really don't know how to get away from this. I feel a big regret and disgrace.