After my post last night sta
ting that I never even think about porn anymore I almost slipped up. I stumbled across a video of a beautiful girl and was so close to PMO. It was like having the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other fighting him. I had a shower and went for a walk, turned my pc off and have sat down to watch the football.
I need to understand, I am not a man who masterbates to 2d image images of women, I am a man who has is intimate with real women, damn it! I am not throwing away 45 days!
The urge is still there now, I just need to get through tonight.