I feel like I have reached some real breakthrough moments recently. I have been able to encounter people while out and feel no lusting whatsoever. No objectification. For me this is a big deal.
Even on my last 2 long periods of time away from porn i would still find some degree of my eyes going where they should not. This bothers me because I wish to see all people as whole beings not body part collections. I wish to be authentic and live this way not just talk it!