I am now at 123 days and still maintaining no porn and no M as my lifestyle.
Is it easy, well yeas and no. It is very easy to avoid porn, I have no urge to seek out videos or images and am strong in my resolve to put this part of my life away for good. I hate what porn represents in our society, just the lowest of low sub human manipulation... Gee tell us what you really think about. I mean it really.
The hard part... I am flawed, I have rather large holes in myself, I am somewhat broken if you will. Putting the pieces back together as best as I can, one step at a time. I hit stresses and challenges daily and now do not have my masturbation and dopamine fix to blunt the raw edges of life. I must truly find another way now. And sometimes that new way is simple and easy other days I feel lonely and lost. But as long as I keep on moving I get by and through the rough spots.
I try to stay in a spirit of gratitude and loving, this can be hard at times, I forget and need reminders. But, if I stay present it is easier.
Regardless, I am so happy that I am not the man I was who hid (literally) and masturbated every time things got challenging.