My 70th day clean from my porn and M addiction.
Yes, I have been here before. I learned so much last time I think it is helping me this time around.
I am not using M , last reboot, I allowed a bit of M.
This morning I woke with my wife around 7, we lay in bed for over an hour, just hugging, touching, kissing very nice spooning. Lots of warm gentle contact. Yes , of course I got a full erection, but did not pursue any form of relief. She and we touched my erection a bit but I was fine with not going any farther.
This is a new me for sure. Last week I got cranky when we did not go full intimate. It's different now we are talking about what our sexuality means to each of us. The only thing is ... my wife looks so incredible. She got up and was in a t-shirt and underwear and I just was in awe of how much I love looking at her, this is after 30 years of marriage!
I've said it before. I am a truly fortunate man.