I have been pretty sick the last few days and haven't slept well. Today I had absolutely no libido and my penis felt completely dead.
After class, I was just reading an online men's magazine and read an article about sex positions that prolong erections.
They had pictures of women/men in those positions. No body parts were exposed but even just seeing
those pictures made me really horny and I had an overwhelming desire to masturbate. I had no desire
to look at porn but really wanted to release.
I masturbated about 3 weeks ago but wanted to stop masturbation again altogether as I thought the masturbation schedule
was not helpful for recovery. On one hand, I am really happy to see that my libido can go from nothing to really horny
just by looking at static pictures, but I am surprised to see that I still have triggers like this after 8 months.
I'm happy to report that I didn't give into urged to masturbate. Do these trigger symptoms ever go away?
I felt as horny as a teenager looking at those pics (but no erection).