hello all. some key info about me:
freshman in college
started looking at porn since i was 12
had 3 troubled sexual attempts (ED)
tried 3 or 4 times rebooting, but nows the time.
ive gone 8 days of no PMO, but failed.
during some of my reboots seemed to be successful, but i always fell back into PMO when thinking about women in general, just my mind dozing off into fantasy, ive had this problem since i was 12. i would constantly fantasize, watch porn, masturbate. looking back at it i was so addicted its fucked up. im too the point where porn doesent even arouse me anymore. when i think about fantasizing, i cnt even feel anything down there. all my life, i turned down girls because "ehhh they're not that good looking" (which i was comparing girls to porn.) i never realized this until i found YBOP. everything seemed to make sense, i always thought it was because of accutane. but i highly doubt it, im 19 and i have normal testosterone which i got checked by my dr about 3 months ago. when i tried rebooting, ive made it to 5, 7, and 8 days in a row but i always fell into the trap. i saw some positive changes like increased change in mood, stamina, libido, even talking/looking at a girl was getting me a little little aroused, i definitely felt a huge change. real life women to porn women, HUGE DIFFERENCE. i was being selfish and disgraceful, but im so done screwing up my life. Im a good lookin dude who has the body anyone would want, so im up for the challenge and get back to real life women :)
my change and challenge: 60 days of no PMO
hopefully people will suport me. need all the help i can get, thanks :)