so i think allowing weekly masturbation during this process has dramatically slowed my progress. I can say, however, that although I've jerked it plenty, I can't remember the last time it felt good. Most of the time, it feels unremarkable. So, I've cut off the jerking it completely, and apparently fell into a flat line. Normally, when I'm around this girl I've been hanging out with, I get a boner just by hugging her. We had sex a few nights ago and I just couldn't get into it. Weird, huh? It felt like a chore, and I was bored the whole time. I just felt like going to sleep or reading a book. Strange. Well, anyway, I have a long way to go still....without masturbation. She and I don't really have sex that often, so we'll see how the next one goes. I normally get pretty hard, but this time everything was just "meh".