So, messed up the other day - got drunk and just messed up. Whatever, I'm back on the boat. No cravings, just getting through it again! I'm surprisingly optimistic, I don't know why either. I guess I just get less into each time there's a slip up. Like this relapse didn't trigger an all day binge like I've had before. So, I'm taking it as progress. I'm still living life, and it's getting better.