concentration really sucks. i can't get myself to think or persist. I hate it. I need to get a lot of things done, but I can't seem to do it no matter what I try. I feel like it's impossible to sit down for any period of time.
I also feel really disconnected from my gf. like very distant. it's annoying. I try to keep busy, but i just don't have a lot of will power right now. damn.