After a day of feeling annoyed and sad and alone, I now feel bored. I feel like I just need to get out of the house. I have jobs and what not, but it feels like it has been a while since I've hung out with people. I'm going a little crazy! Maybe I need to join some outdoor clubs or something. I definitely need some more loving friends. My friends have been so disappointing to me this year. I just want friends that aren't drama every other day and relaxed in their own shoes, rather than angry friends or friends of low self-esteem.
I feel the need for change in my life, but I don't know what that entails. A new girlfriend, a new location, new friends, something! I just feel like I need to do something with my life!
I think about my ex girlfriend all the time. I'm dreading the moment she dates someone else. Unfortunately, there are a lot of issues that make dating her difficult.
Maybe I should just join the Peace Corp or something - escape.
Don't know what to think of my life right now.