Day 40

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Well, things in my life are fine right now. Not great, but fine. Sure would like a girlfriend though.

Anyway, I've started exercising again, which is great. I've notice that I've been feeling a great deal of anger seeping though. It's kind of great for weightlifting. It also feels empowering. I don't particularly want to be angry, but I feel more like I don't want to take any crap anymore either, from myself or others. Usually, I'm a very passive person. This feels like a shift for me.

One of my goals lately is to be more authentic. That's a hard one. Sometimes I'm scared of how my friends will react if I am more authentic. If the past is any hint, it may not be well.

Anyway, still working on it. I'm attempting 80 days, so I'm half way there!