So I still have yet to beat my record of two weeks clean. I tied it last time, about 4 days ago or so. I slipped up again yesterday because I had this terrible dream about someone in my family dying and then I couldn't get in touch with my parents for 4 days... scary stuff. Anyway, I ended up PMOing, not out of any desire really, but just because I needed something to occupy my mind other than worry. Of course I finally heard back that everything was ok not too long after I slipped :/ So today I had a friend of mine come over to watch a movie. I knew she was into me and we started making out. I got hard on the couch no problem, but then when we went to the bed, it wasn't very responsive. Eventually I got up and started having sex with her (using protection of course). I'm very happy to report that I was maintaining an erection for roughly 5 min or so and could have kept going, except my position was uncomfortable (I'm a tall dude so it's awkward sometimes). But even more than the fact that I could maintain is the fact that I was actually ENJOYING sex, something unknown to me. Had I continued in the same position, I doubt I could have climaxed, but it was still a great sign of improvement. Although still and embarrassing moment for me, it has also given me hope by showing me the progress I've made. Now if I could just keep my hands off of myself for 2 months, I'm pretty confident I can beat this thing. For anyone wondering, it's been about 3 months and 4 weeks of me trying to go clean. I've managed clean streaks of 2 weeks two times, with many periods of 3-5 days clean. Had this whole time been completely clean, who knows where I could be. Just goes to show this can work if I really apply myself, but god it's hard!