I got a new job this week, and it keeps me occupied enough to where I haven't had sexual fantasies about people a lot this week (intimate fantasies about gf doesn't count, lol.) But even if they do, I've gotten to the point where I can immediately stop it in it's tracks. Three months ago I'd have given in to any fantasy, because if it looks good, it must feel good, and if it feels good, it must be good. Now I don't know about you guys, but if I fantasize about something enough, I'm the kind of guy who wants the fantasy to be realized. I totally cannot do this with anyone. It's not right. The way I combat this is, I slow down the fantasy, giving me enough to think of the object of the fantasy, and it's moral and ethical implications, and the fantasy then become laden with guilt, and eventually spirals down and ends.
Physically speaking, my morning woods are "fresh," in the sense that they occur, and are energetic. However, the downside is that the urge to masturbate and give in at these times becomes stronger. I have not given in yet, and I hope I never do. During these times of arousal, I've noticed my penis gaining size, as well as firmness, which is definitely a good sign. I really can't tell about my balls. My girlfriend says that "blue balls" is not literal, but I've read some posts on this site that suggest otherwise. I'm guessing time will tell.
Because of my new job, I've also almost stopped worrying about my gender identity and sexuality. I'm sure that time will reveal more about this as my brain "de-porns" itself over the next few months. My meditation and yoga practice is going great, and I'm doing well at the gym. Now to only modify my eating habits to that it's complementary to my gym session, and doesn't totally waste the hours spent in there
My girlfriend and I are pretty intimate with each other, but we are waiting till my brain finishes deporning itself. Till then we're settling with snuggling and cuddling and kissing, and being cheesy. She's very supportive of me, even in the gender identity area. I am very lucky to be with her.