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REBOOT DAY 1

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Tired after next to no sleep and my 2hr porn binge. Brain fog, lack of concentration etc. I think most of you know the drill by now.

I am heartened by some of the things I experienced during my previous 17 days; flatline, insomnia, shriveling penis. I have a taste of what to expect and now, I hope I can achieve my long term goal of 120 days without porn. I saw this figure on the Sex God Project website and having read a good number of accounts, the figure makes sense.

2013 CHALLENGE - DAY 17 RELAPSE

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Well, I managed to complete the 17th day until I relapsed. I couldn't get to sleep, regardless of what I did. My mind was filled images and that was it. I was literally like a sex monster in the middle of the night.

So today, I am exhausted due to no sleep, and I can't tell what's due to the lack of sleep and what's due to the porn and masturbation. I suppose the only thing I did notice was that my penis felt fuller, and it was damn difficult to grasp.

2013 CHALLENGE - DAY 16

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I was out for a large part of the day, and I'm very tired, so any sexual thoughts have not been met with erections or adrenaline rush.

I got a placement which will keep me out of the house for a large part of the week. I thought this would be good news, but it's not as positive as I thought. This of course put me on a real downer. It's yet another challenge on how to deal with stress/bad news without porn or masturbation.

2013 CHALLENGE - DAY 15

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Just going to write a few observations I've had over the last couple of days. Maybe some of you have experienced similar. Please let me know if you have.

The last few mornings have been very difficult in terms of sexual feelings. I get slight erections at the moment when I wake up, but my emotions are all over the place.

2013 CHALLENGE - DAY 14

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Not much to report other than my sexual feelings are all over the place. Had a few wobbly moments when I thought 'I've had enough. I need to masturbate', but decided against it.

I've not had a sexual dream yet, which is strange, because when I did masturbate, I used to get them at least once a week.

Onwards and upwards.

2013 CHALLENGE - DAY 13

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Got some potential news which will keep me out of the house for most of the week. This is good for me, because it will mean I will have to allocate time to study, then computer/TV and then bed. This means less time to focus on PMO (I hope). This is all theoretical, but it's a start.

2013 CHALLENGE - DAY 12

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Nothing much to report today. Still low mood, energy and lack of sleep.

I suffer from bad hand eczema, and one of my possible ideas on the cause was masturbation via sweat. There hasn't been any change since I've stopped.

My skin is still incredibly oily too. I'm still very early into this challenge, so I'm probably expecting a bit too much.

Onwards and upwards.

2013 CHALLENGE - DAY 11

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Today was a very difficult day. Low mood, low sex drive, just really bad sugar cravings (my yeast infection).

I went a third night sleeping less again. If I masturbate, I can sleep for hours and hours. But now it's been 11 days, my body seems to be needing sleep less.

I've not noticed any other physical changes. Mentally, it's been so tough, but I must keep going.

Onwards and upwards.

2013 CHALLENGE - DAY 10

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Not been able to sleep properly for the last couple of nights. Waking up earlier than usual, full of sexual thoughts. At first, I put it down a bad night, but it's happened again, and I've been walking around with brain fog and loss of concentration.

Still flat lining, but this is expected. It was a lot colder today, so a cold bath/shower was out of the question. :)

Onwards and upwards.

2013 CHALLENGE - DAY 9

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I am definitely in a flat lining phase. Erections were difficult to come by. Still, looking at women was interesting. All those little tingles and sensations were rising to the surface.

Not much else to report on. I might consider a cold bath over the next couple of days depending on my level of horniness. I didn't mind standing close to women today though. Usually, I like to keep my distance.

Onwards and upwards.

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