I was meant to write this last night, but I completely forgot.
Fantasies going into overboard. Caught a glimpse of some erotic images and quickly switched them off. It's been a whole week and my penis is tingling. The skin is even wrinkled at the tip, revealing a bit of the fleshy bit. It always happens when I don't masturbate for a while. Also struggle to get erections at will. I think I'm in the flatlining phase. I wake up and I'm not erect.
I cannot believe how all the things I stress out about are resurfacing, and I don't know how to deal with them now masturbation isn't there. Going for a long walk today (as suggested by Marnia) before facing the music about the letter.
Well, onwards and upwards.