Good news and bad news.
The good news: I found a very sweet new partner who seems all about the idea of karezza and this path of moderation with orgasm.
The bad: I stayed the night at her house last night and my penis wasn't really any better than before the process. If anything felt more stressed than ever.
She was on her period so sex was out, so we cuddled all night. I would get hard for a minute and it would quickly go soft again. This caused me endless stress because I didn't want her to notice when I wasn't and feel that I wasn't turned on. I didn't even have much response when she would touch it. If I got her moaning I would get hard, but again it wouldn't feel very lasting. I remember even recently being able to get hard and just stay that way without effort. I don't get it.
Any advice or encouragement here? Do I just need a longer reboot? I am having this feeling like I need to re-wire to a real woman but damn, shouldn't I be seeing more improvement after two months?