day 4, feeling flatlinish

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The title says it. I was talking to girls yesterday, but I didn't really have a drive to talk to them. It felt kind of forced. I also realize that I haven't had much sexual desire for the past few days. Last night, I was lying in bed, and I realized I was just enjoying the solitude and I didn't really want to talk to anyone. I wasn't depressed, just felt like being alone. If this is a product of the minor relapses that I had, its quite startling to see that even a small relapse can have an effect on me, even days later.