update/quesiton

Submitted by needhops on
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So, i'm back after 2 months, and i'm glad to say, that i've gone 63 days no MB and no escort viewing/porn. I've definitely had an increase in confidence/sociability that I never saw before (i'm sure that me stretching my comfort zone has also helped in this). I went out with a girl a few times, but it ended. In that time, i kissed her once, and was super hard the whole walk home. Nowadays, i'm just keeping busy with school/hobbies while trying to meet girls on the side.

My question is regarding cravings the effects of a "rush". The past few days, i've had random cravings in the morning. The idea of escorts gets the fantasy starting, but when this happens, I redirect my attention elsewhere. That being said, I get a pretty intense rush, and I was wondering if anyone knew the effects of this. Aside from my cravings, i've been feeling really flat for the last few days, and I don't know whether the rush of cravings are related.

Even if they are, I don't know if there's anything I could even do about it. If I get a craving, I get a craving, not much I can do there. It's also weird going from getting cravings to having no sex drive/thoughts.

Any thoughts are welcome. I've also decided to essentially quit MB for good. My life is way better without it, and I can't handle it without escalating. The only O's ill have will be through sex and WD's (hopefully more from sex Wink ).

thanks for reading.

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The faster

you nip those cravings in the bud, the easier things will be. Sometimes those intense rushes do cause hangovers of sorts. But what really matters is what you notice.

Sounds like you're making good progress. Sorry things with the girl didn't work out. Any other prospects around??

Thanks for the reply

As for other prospects, i'm working on it. I try to talk to women everyday, and if there are ones that I like, i'll ask them out and see what happens. A lot of them flake, but I guess thats part of dating and I have just started to take it as part of the process.