First day of reboot and I'm already seeing LOTS of changes. Haha I wish it were that easy. I deleted MSN from my computer and will look for a more permanent deletion of contacts when I have faster internet. If anyone knows how to delete the messenger screenname without deleting the entire email, let me know.
I'm nervous because I feel like I will still hook up with girls. I am going to try my best not to ejaculate during any sessions (a lot of the time I don't anyways, if she really tries I'll just tell her I don't want to cum I guess) but masturbation and porn are over for now. I really hope this blog helps me keep focus. If anyone is interested in being my "partner" just let me know. I'd love to have someone to support and be supported by.