Bleghh

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Day seventy-five.

In the midst of a MASSIVE flatline period. Maybe it was because I MO’d too much, or perhaps because I went too close to porn on my forays into the net. Either way I went from extreme horniness and constant arousal for nearly a month, to flatline within eight hours of sleep. Still no PMO. I feel like I awoke a different person, and it isn’t a pleasant feeling. I hope the effects I was noticing weren’t only from stockpiling my sexual energy and were changes in my brain. I would rather not wait fifty days every time I want to have sex. Two weeks ago I felt like a wolf, now I feel like a eunuch. In this time I've also got a handle on some other bad habits of mine, and things are actually going alright. Well, gotta keep walking the path. One foot in front of the other.

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it will pass

who knows how long it will take, but it's a good process for you that will work its way and let you free yourself from porn. You'll feel like a wolf again in no time.