Hi, Its been a while since I posted. Something I neglected to share with everyone is that I have bi-polar II. I was trying to deny that I had it for a long time but I couldn't anymore. I'm now taking the medication Abilify, which has helped stabilize my moods. The addiction is still there but I feel with my moods stabilized I will be bale to address it better. I've noticed, while I still fantasize and masturbate and occasionally look at porn or erotica, the craving is not as intense as before and the frequency is much less. When I do masturbate I do find myself challenging myself and being able to stop. Reminding myself of what my goal is - full erection and normal sexual behavior with a real women.