100th day of not viewing porn. That streak is still in tack. Today would have been 103 days of no orgasm however, I just lost it in the shower. Please don't be discouraged. I knew this was coming. My addiction is fantasy and masturbation. I couldn't keep myself from trying to find a fantasy (like seeing more extreme porn) and playing with myself. And the inevitable happened. Currently, I'm not depressed. I am keeping my head up. The fact that I've been able to avoid porn and keep myself from orgasming as long as I have is amazing. Also, I couldn't enjoy the orgasm because I realized I was relapsing.
Anyway, the focus is not on quitting fantasy and masturbation.