OK so small update. Beginning to notice more horn, having uncontrollable dreams/fantasies that I wake up from as I'm calling asleep. Its good BC it makes me think I'm getting better, so alleviates hocd fears. Whew!
Also I'm starting to move on from the woman I had two dates with. She's nice and I like her Nd km open to the possibility of a relationship beginning but she's so bad at initiating communication and returning messages I don't think that's something I would want to deal with in a serious relationship. So I have a date on Sunday with someone new and a date on Monday with another new person.
Things Re going well although the desire to "unload" is becoming stronger.