I relapsed at day 21 and felt terrible about myself. I felt great during those 21 days.
Here I am at day 2 again. I have decided to go PMO free for at least 120 days.
My story is just so stereotypical and I don't see the need to tell the whole story. Just to be short, I have had ED and have been PMO-ing for almost a decade (started when I was 19). PM became a daily routine for me, and had huge adverse effects on my social life, personality, and physical and psychological health.
I have decided to take my life back. PM, you go to hell!!!