Reboot day 190
Days to no PMO 3
I've lost a little discipline for a variety of reasons ranging from relationship and work stress to soreness in the testicles.
Over the past month I've hit the MO a on several occasions and have not been able to get the O without kicking in a little fantasy. Have also done some surfing for images-attractive girls but not porn and then cutting out without engaging in MO.
Sunday this slipped over to a look at some static Porn images-15 minutes of PMO. Crap.
Back on the wagon now and good for 3 days. Day one was a bit of stress worried that I would lose it totally and go full blow loss of control. Did not happen and is not going to happen. Back in control.
Lesson learned: like all the information on this site says, you can't play with fire. No images, no fantasy, no exceptions.