I began masturbating at an early age and have been trying to find ways to make it better. 6 years ago I stumbled apon a method that has ruined my life. It involes lightly rubbing my arms together and licking above the armpit by the collar bone. It produces the most extreme pleasure I have ever had..better than any drug or orgasm. I start with that using porn or fantasy and when I cant get the feeling anymore I finish by masturbating normal until orgasm. Being stoned makes the pleasure way more intense. I have quit doing it because im convinced it has rewired me and I have bad depression and anxiety that im sure is from this strange method. I just want to know what it is or what im actually doing and if it is why I feel like crap all the time. It feels very addictive.