So its been 51 days. It has been surprisingly easy to resist PMO since I've had porn induced ED and am committed to recovering.. I feel like I've improved a lot. I was just sleeping and had a wet dream. Does this mean my streak is over? The strange part is that I was controlling whether I ejaculated or not during my dream. I could have kept it in if I wanted to but for some reason I didn't. If I was more conscious I wouldn't have ejaculated since I'm consciously abstaining.
The strange thing is that I was about to have a wet dream a few weeks ago but I subconsciously stopped it. After that I started to have semen leaking while urinating. I'm not sure if this happened because of that one night. I've had semen leaking every now and then when I urinated before this wet dream and I doubt I will until another few weeks of no PMO.
Is semen leaking a physical response from your body letting you know that you should ejaculate? Maybe this wet dream was necessary to relieve 51 days of built-up tension.
Also, I was just wondering, is it normal to wake up immediately after a wet dream or do people usually sleep through them? I woke up immediately after. And is my streak over? I'd like to say no since I didn't consciously masturbate but I'm guessing its over and not over in certain ways if that makes sense at all.
I appreciate your help, you guys have been crucial in my desire to recover and staying the course. Thanks!