Aargh! I was doing so well, but I have just found a 'porn bomb' in the form of a folder I was using to put videos that I have converted to a format the TV can read. This folder contains all my absolute favourites and I had forgot entirely it was there.
When I found it I honestly felt faint and my heart started pounding like a jackhammer. Instant erection and I am now shaking like a leaf.
I will try not to watch anything but the thumbnails were enough to have made me react in a way I would never have imagined. Am I so weak that just this is enough to begin to erode my resolve? What would actually opening one do? I would probably end up losing an eye.
I honestly don't think I can delete these at the moment, I just can't bring myself to do it. I know I should because if I don't, i'll just end up teasing myself with it, just a little look at the thumbnails, just a quick 10 seconds of video etc.
My god, I miss porn so much.