I thought I had made it to 60 days. But really I've failed myself. I can't believe I somehow justified looking at static images of P. I've thrown away all the progress I've made over the past two months. I guess it started with peeking during the 5th week. I had mistaken P cravings as a returning libido. It really was only a peek. Maybe 5 minutes of static images, most not even nude, but I sure had the dopamine rush anyway. Then it turned into a weekly thing. 15 minutes here or there - still testing myself. I thought if I could look at these images without MO, then I must be making progress in the reboot. Maybe, I thought, I had reached the point where these images really didn't have the same effect on me they used to. Wrong. I looked at more pictures. More often. Every few days, I'd click a link, then another, then another. Anything that could get around K9. Before I knew it, it had been a month and I feel like I'm at square one. ZERO progress. So today is day 1 of a 90 day reboot to cure ED (well, we'll see where I'm at at 90 days).
Peeking at P = Bad. Still haven't MO, but resetting counter.