I just started another reboot process after failing time and time again. This time I'm on 7 days. I've had this addiction since I've been a teenager, stemming from finding my parents porn rentals when I was as young as 11 years old, now almost 35.
I have a question though. Back in November, I lasted 20 days ,then watched porn on my new Directv account. I edged that night to the extreme, and did not orgasm until the next night. I noticed a few days later I was extremely happy. It was like I just had the best sex of my life.
I found myself looking at girls that I wouldn't even find that attractive before, and would get an erection, or start to get an erection. My penis was very lively. I wish my life was like that every day. Well, maybe not quite like that, but if that is what I'm truly missing out on, I really messed up my life.
Is this something anyone else has experienced?