hey friends! new to this forum, just a quick sharing about my story...
Backin 2009 i read the book "transcending male sexual energy" and i was inspired to conserve my sexual energy, i tried doing this for many years during sex, and my partners thought im absolutley crazy.
i have to say, without knowing what im doing, and making many mistakes (watching internet porn, without ejaculating) i felt such a intense amount of love for my parnter at the time, and i had some of the BEST sex iv ever had.
The sex changed from having to have an end to becoming a joyful experience from start to finish. any way I just discovered this forum and im so happy because I feel like i found a community who shares my values about not ejaculating and wasting life energy through sex which usuallyleaves me with a feeling of resentment towards my partner and cause eventual coolage effect.
Iv broken up with some amazing women beacuse of this coolage effect and if I only had enough wisdom and self control i woulda prob stayed with them