Hi all, I'm here to give you a little update on how it's going. After all, now 145 days have passed and I have to admit, sadly, that the big bang hasn't happened yet and that I'm a little bit dissapointed now, honestly spoken.
I mean, 145 days is a lot more than all of the successful rebooters needed, right?
OK there's no way back to porn, really not, as there are advantages after all, but I was really hoping that I maybe would be cured after let's say 120 days finally.
I still have good nighttime erections most of the nights, I recognize them when I wake up or in a kind of half-awake/half-dreaming condition at night sometimes. They range from quite hard to stonehard and I'm glad they are there because I didn't had them in my porn-use times for sure.
I have good sex like every weekend, which is of course not that much but at least it is fulfilling and I didn't have had a single failure in this tries. I don't get 100% hard alone, but often between 60 and 80% and getting a full erection is not the big thing from this state - this was often a lot harder to reach before.
two examples: I was in holidays with my girlfriend and we were using a pool in a cellar and then taking a shower there and we had sex there in this shower, which was really really cool. OK it was for me at least an uncommon place and maybe it was more uneasy to get an erection but it was there, then shortly before entering it left, but I was able to get it up again and have a little playtime after all, we have both been satisfied and I never had this kind of "spontanous" sex in a place like this.
Also, this weekend, we were having superb sex, I was heavily aroused, my penis was like 80% up in the beginning and I had only little work to do to have it "ready" :) Then it was stonehard and I had absolútely no problems with changing positions, taking a little time out without fearing to lose erection etc., it was really nice.
So I'd call this advantages! But, after all, keep in mind I wasn't masturbating for one week every time I had sex. So of course I was getting more easily aroused, I'd say.
When masturbating (I only do this every three weeks one time or so and without porn or any help, just some lube :) ) I still find it hard to get an erection, it needs some time.
I don't think that I would have been able to have sex like this without leaving porn behind. But still, I really want to be through with this. It's really annoying.
In my daily routing I must say I am much more calm, more easy, more concentrated, more funny and more relaxed towards people, I speak much more calm and are much more respected at work for example.
Are there people who also had very long rebooting runs? I'd really need some encouragement on my way.
Are there reports from rebootants who needed the same or more time to reboot and finally rebootet after all this time?