I went a full 70+ days without PMO or any sort of sexual fantasy. It felt incredible, I felt truly alive. I was getting better, now I may have thrown it all away. Very upset with myself right now... Binge on Monday, 3 times. Tuesday I felt fine, had morning wood, figured it was just a little hiccup and I would keep going. Now today (wed) I just binged 3 times. I noticed my erections very very strong the first binge, and stayed up without any effort. This binge required constant novelty to maintain erection. Obviously I can't allow myself to slip again now. I'm really worried that I've lost all my progress. I was making incredible progress and now it feels like I've thrown it all away. Am I really back to square one now? I think I know what did it - over the weekend I had a wet dream, the next day I felt incredible urge to view porn. I viewed a thumbnail for like half a second and said no. Then next day, binge. How could a wet dream mess me up so terribly?