I have been recovering from HPPD (hallucinogen perception persistence disorder) for about 3 years. It is rather rare but for those who don't know it is a very strong anxiety/panic/depression disorder resulting from hallucinogenic drugs and is similar to post traumatic stress disorder. I have made great progress with this, but during my recovery, I was driven deeper into my porn addiction. On days when I felt like I just couldn't take it, I would self medicate by spending hours distracting myself with PMO. I really did not know what I was doing to myself and how much it was hurting me. Now that I have learned about what PMO can do to the brain, I wonder how much of my problems with mood swings and such were a result more of the PMO and less with the HPPD. The two biggest mistakes of my life by far. I was just curious if anyone else happened to have gone through HPPD and PMO as well.