I love the way I feel when I don't ejaculate for a couple of days. But when I ejaculate I feel like shit. I have no motivation to do anything and I just wanna be alone. But I have also premature ejaculation. My ultimate goal is to not have any orgasms, but because of PE, I can't help it. I've tried everything from kegels, reverse kegels, yoga, etc. but nothing works. What is your advice for me?