Hi there! It’s been quite a while that I participated in this forum. Part of the reason is that, for most of the past couple years, I lived at a Christian center in the US, and the internet connection there filters out this website.
I had been a porn addict almost whole my life.i was also a masturbation addict. I have a problem of premature premature.I am clean 50 days now.recovering.I have lesser intrest in girls nowadays.though thats emotional issue rather. I have been doing kegels and jelqing since few days. The morning woods are back with occasional erections in a day. i get 80-90 percemt erections mostly. am not sure but could i opt for masturbation/orgasm someday sooner? How long should i wait? This te honestly without porn.i am fi this time.
So it's been awhile since I've posted on this site. In the three years since I last blogged I've had a lot of victory over masturbation and the inevitable fallout. In late 2013/2014 I went for 5 months without bringing myself to ejaculation. It was a long hard road and since then I'll occasionally go for 2-3 month dry spells. I was also in a relationship where I experienced the power of affectionate touch. Such peace and contentment....and the incredible sleep I would have after I would cuddle with my sweetheart.
So inspiring to see what these young guys can do when they wake up from their trances!
I don't recall this being posted, but it's far from new. It's of general interest regarding how we start and stop behaviors and add or remove process, technologically or otherwise.
Stanford's School Of Persuasion: BJ Fogg On How To Win Users And Influence Behavior - Forbes
I am wondering if anyone on this forum has dealt with feeling like they despise or feel disgusted by high energy sexuality and sexual personalities I tend to feel really triggered by highly sexual women and I'm not sure if it's because I am afraid of my own potential bisexuality or the aspect of my life or if I am not very sexual at all and I feel shame about that.
I don't have much to say especially since I already wrote this entry once and then my phone died :P but I feel I need to share my insights anyways so I don't forget or lose them. I was not intending to have an orgasm but because we were low on time and did have not enough time for a sustained relaxed interaction I "wanted more" and had a small orgasm.
I have been reading here since about 2012, and been in a couple of relationships since that time. One was with what I feel was a sociopath, and one was just brief and probably with a relatively normal person who would never go near karezza.
This is what I see culminating with Marnia's and Diana's work. What we are seeing is what is next, what is after the sex we have known.
Its a first go at my own video...
Hope you enjoy. Let me know your thoughts.