Almost 1 1/2 years of sobriety, and then... (WARNING - MAY CONTAIN TRIGGERS)

Submitted by Proverbs31.30 on

Hello everybody, it's been a long time since I've posted here last, but I'm currently in a situation where I feel the need to share about my struggles again.

I indulged in FMO for the last time back in 2013, when I was interested in somebody. However, it ended in another buried affection; and I even got so depressed at some point that I lost any interest in fantasizing.

Wanting to Further Heal through Courtly Companionship

Submitted by Donna Rene on

I am new to this Karezza site and am very intrigued by the concept of mutually pleasurable, non-dominate, non-orgasmic-oriented sexuality that actually builds a united relationship rather than break it apart.

I am a very hesitant but curious willing participant as I am an abuse survivor and want to believe that male-female sexuality can be redeemed.

Heavy Withdrawal

Submitted by New Life on

Hi guys, I havent written on here for about 5 years now, which is really surreal. The last time I wrote on this was when I had hit rock bottom and I had nothing left. My masturbation addiction had literally taken everything from me and I was left to pick up the pieces of a broken life had just nothing but hate.
Since then, I have managed to fight hard against my addiction. For everyone who is recovering, they all know its a life long battle. I have managed to have some real breakthroughs, with periods of upto 6 months without masturbating.

Could Use Anyones Help!

Submitted by Hockeygod28 on

Things have been the same as of late, many ups and downs. Ive been reading the "Porn Trap" and so far havent found it incredibly useful, but thats probably because I havent gotten to the end. Ive just been reading many testimonies which are very interesting. Im on a three month streak since Ive viewed porn and I find im most happy when im not aroused due to hormones. But I feel like this is very normal. When I am aroused my brain just flashes through old habits and old memories that are disturbing at times and it feels like they never leave.

tried being vulnerable again...stupid me

Submitted by sweetintentions on

After being divorced from an abusive husband for 6 years worked so hard to find myself and rebuild self-esteem, made a new life for myself and my children was happy being single gave up PMO concentrated on kundalini. Then I dared to love...what a mistake here I am alone and hurting. I know we need to be vulnerable in order to love/let the love in but really if it's not karezza based what is the use no relationship can work. Happy for any reply just wanted to vent.